The impossible is possible tonight.

I haven't written here in a while. :))

Just a few minutes ago, I uh, "went back in time". I was looking through my Multiply blog and then it hit me. I've been blogging for about two years now. I read my first few blogs and how disgusted I was at what I read.

I was trying to be someone who I wasn't. I tried to act like how everyone else acted. I didn't know crap (am I allowed to say that here on Buzznet? Lol.) about originality. I didn't recognize myself. I followed the trends to the dot and I never made any ideas of my own. I defied punctuation rules too. My blogs were full of !!!!!!!!!!!, ?!?!?? and ................. Being the OC grammar freak I am now, the thought of it disgusts me. O___O

I didn't watch what I said either. I wrote without looking back to see if I had written anything that would offend anyone. I bashed. I insulted. I backstabbed. What was I thinking?

I would love to say that I'm ashamed of my state at that time, but I won't. Without it, I wouldn't be who I am now. Without this little "recollection", I wouldn't know what to correct and I won't change from that.

But comparing my blogs to now my blogs before, I guess you can say that I have well, matured. (Well duh, it's been years.)

Anyway, just in case any of you haven't read my first few Multiply blogs, I've hidden them from everyone's view. Sorry, kids. ^__^